cold turkey i quit kent tonight.
those of you who know me will know what that means.
to those i've promised.
assured.
then reassured once more.
that i'd be me.
that we wouldn't talk about him.
that he wouldn't change everything.
again.
i'm shaking.
i'm unnerved.
i am scared to be me without him.
my heroine.
my addiction.
i will need support.
love.
affirmation in the late hours.
so i don't fall off the horse.
i need something new.
be here for me.
cut me a few slices of that turkey.
and make it cold.  ¶ 12:48 AM